Oh no!

Okay, so today was so fucked up! 

I binged on pancakes and purged right after it. 

But that's not the problem.. 

Because I'm sick I wasn't able to work today so I have to see my doctor now..

If he noticed that I purged I'm screwed. 

I'm so fucking anxious about it right now.. 

And the worst thing is that my lighter isn't working.. 

I really need a cigarette but I can't light them! I really hate my life. 

But there's also something good ! 

My daddy bought me new strawberries for my water so now I'm running around with my pink strawberry-water-bottle !

After my appointment with the doctor I'm going to see my girlfriend and I'm so happy I have her. 

Well I'll update tonight again.

Love you lil Satanicats ❤️